Well then. I guess it was
inevitable. There's only so far you can go on that distance, only
so far two people can grow before the string stretches too far
and it snaps. As you could tell by the quality of my website (yes,
I'm aware I haven't updated it in almost six months), I've been
busy socially outside of the range of my mouse cord. When you
live so far away and your only contact is through computer or
phone, that makes it difficult. It wasn't that I didn't love her
anymore, I simply don't have what it takes to make a relationship
work right now. I don't have the time that she deserves, I can't
give her the attention she needs. The love is still there, I still
think she's absolutely beautiful and I'm proud to say that, if
even for a little while, she was mine. I like to think in some
ways she still is, and in those same ways I'm hers. That won't
change. We'll always have eachother in some ways and capacities.
Maybe some day we'll find our paths crossing again, we'll get
back together, but not right now.
You're still my favoritest,
angel.
Zimmy
Poetry
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