life
i question life, why life?
why bother living?
just to die.. ?
i might be the only person looking forward to death..
it will be the only time i will truly be free
free from life
from love
from this world.
is there love in this place?
i don't feel love, does it exist?
even if it did, it would only bring pain among this world.
why do people feel that evil is bad, and "god" is good?
i do not see "god" as "holy" or good.. it's
a lie
why is blood red?
so people can see it
it is made to be seen
we are made to bleed
people confuse me..
why live a peaceful life?
i can't stand it..
"love".. what is love?
i have no idea
to me it's just a word people use to describe
non-hatred
is it really needed, "love?
what is it good for?
all it brings is just hate
hate for yourself
hate for everyone and every single thing
if i had a choice
i would be an innocent kitten
have no worries
and just "love" my owner
but having infected with all of this world's
hatred and evilness
also seeing all of the evilness within human
nature
within me
it would never happen
is it wrong to hate myself?
i don't like what i do
i don't like how i look
i hate myself
i want to destroy
all that i hate
everyone and everything.
i was born to bring pain..
pain to all
pain to myself.
violence is a part of human nature
we tend to destroy
we also crave for power
for control over others
over everything
if i had power
i would destroy
end the world
and every pathetic thing on it
you will die
sooner or later
and when you do
you will leave nothing but memories
which are soon to be forgotten